I've been really very very lazy after entering university but I just can't sit down and focus on my work coz there're so many distractions. I'm just so lost at times. There're lots of activities, gatherings, lectures etc. Although my schedule is quite packed, I find myself wasting so much time using my laptop -.- I can't even have proper meals and enough sleep. This is really very unhealthy. Who says Year 1 is honeymoon?! Is this the kind of uni life that I wanna pursue?  

+  My English has been fossilized or I should say it's been deteriorating :[ I have to read more books but I really don't hv time to do so. Wt the hell should I do?

My mind keeps wandering all the time...... Out of focus........

Just like a bunch of rising ballons flying without any directions

The melody's so soothing n touching

kiss the rain by yiruma ~ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jCSe66pWNmc :]

This is much better than Canvas but I should say that they r of totally different style n "kimochi" :] This is more romantic n it's the theme song of "Innocent Love". Wt's more it's sung by my favourite singer 宇多田光

Extract from the lyrics ~

I　wanna　be　here　eternally
このまま見つめ合っていたい                         (really wanna gaze at you forever)
I　can　feel　you　close　to　me
いつまでも側にはいられない                          (although I can't always be with you)
この瞬間だけはずっと永遠に                          (I really want this moment to last forever)

今の気持ちだけはずっと永遠                          (only this current feeling will last forever)

I also love the ending of this soap opera. Everyone's so blissful :] It really tugs at my heartstring.

OK. I admit that I'm Sooooooo Fragile!

sb pls come find me asap. I'm jus so desperate to see sb. I can't wait anymore!

n I dun wanna move so quickly! I love where I live now, esp my room.

I HATE DUST! I HATE LIFTING BOXES N BOXES OF HEAVY STUFF!!

N MOST IMPORTANTLY, I HATE LIVING THERE!

I hope thgs won't turn out to be worse than I've expected

coz I only hv limited toleration.........

23/6

visited Doris' home :) 'd been chatting all day long + learning make up

jus so much FUN!

24/6

went to Stanley with Man Yee. such a relaxing trip :] then borrowed Wuthering Heights! wanna read this bk long time ago becoz of Stephenie Meyer lol

YA re-u afterwards in the evening @ CWB

25/6

enrolled in Japanese course with Tess in Nikkei

then met Angela :] wt a surprise!

n then went to Phoebe's POSH home n play games :)

pls grant me pleasant results! pls........

5 days left................................................................

I finally know how it feels like hving a hole in my heart....

the incompleteness amplifies the hollowness

All these attributed to my carelessness

I want it back desperately so as to mend the hole but I know it's impossible

At first, I thought there's still hope but the truth has been revealed.

-------------- People are greedy :(

Come back to me pls, my bracelet...